"Beauty is simply reality seen with the eyes of love."

So i used to say I didn't have very many friends that were "good friends"
But I am lame for saying that.
'Cause I really do.
Thank you CorbyJane, and Alex for you encouraging words(:



Okay so, todaaaayyyyy....
I woke up very refreshed and happy(:
which is rare for me because I hateeee being awoken.
mhmm.

So me and my brother both stayed late so we could ride to school in our new vehicle :D
We just got an Expedition from a friend and we are all quite stoked about the whole thing.

We got to school and I immediately started working on my Language.
As for those who do not know the system of my school...It is a home-school kind of deal.
We have small "lifepacs" and we have to do so many in each subject to achieve a certain grade.

That's about as much as I feel like explaining it.

So anyways.
at 11:00, I had a violin lesson and my stupid left hand was not being nice!
My fingers were being sloooooow and so were my eyes. blahhhh
After my violin lesson I had a Flute quartet lesson.
Only 3 of the 4 showed up...which isn't surprising but very frustrating!
I cant tell the kid if he doesn't show up hes kicked out 'cause I'm sure tha'ts what he wants...so I begged him to come to the lessons.
He said...and I quote!.."okay".
rawr.
Uncommitted people!

Well, the 3 other fluters (hehe) ((including me))
also Mrs. Toy, made it to where we play the empty spots all together (where the kid was supposed to play, we filled in)
So, that was figured out, if he decides to ditch.
After that I was EXTREMELY hungry.
then I realized I had totally forgotten to make myself a lunch...*sigh*
So I called my mom and asked her in my nicest voice to bring me something to eat...and she agreed:D
She brought my BBQ chicken and an orange. bless her soul! haha

So I munched on that while I, kindly, made my sister her lunch.
Then back to class!
I did some more of my assigned duties and theeeeeen...
drum roll****

DRAMA!!!

*and the crowd goes wild!*

sigh* I looove drama((:

I auditioned for the "child" part.
and on Thursday I am auditioning for the "mama gorilla".
But I heard they are actually wearing a gorilla suit...I just want to be painted black D:
so idk about that...
but I talked to the director (my mom) (;
((just so you know, it is all very fair. I promise!))
and she said since I and the other senior..are seniors...She will take that into consideration.
But she is in a fix because my little sister also auditioned for the "child"..):
So my mom doesnt know what to do...of course, I told her to pick me, but she wont listen haha

I guess we shall see.

After the, blessed, drama class P.E started.
Which I am not involved in, so I went and finished all of my assigned goals and came to the library...

I came in, and there were a bunch of kids in here...as in junior highers...and some adults.
Everyone looked at me and stared as I made my way to the restroom...
Because I am wearing a plaid skirt and a purple sweatshirt along with my polka dot rain boots...I sometimes draw attention to myself.
(the rain boots are very cute, I might add.)

SO that was nice and awkward.

I walk into the bathroom...make my way to a stall, and there is a little girl standing in there...
as if the bathroom didn't remind me of the shining already.
And I jumped and said "oh..sorry" and she said.."its okay....want to play?"
Jk haha
but yeah...that was two "awkwards" within a minute!

I came back out and sat at the little kids table and plugged in my laptop.
After awhile I'm sitting here, writing my blog, and one of the workers comes and pulls me out of my trance and tells me I cant have my cord plugged in where it is because someone might trip...me forgetting I'm in a library start talking at my normal volume level...which is loud-ish, and keep talking and talking...
haha
my sister was embarrassed.

I truly love "awkward" moments.

Well, that is all that has happened so far today.

These next couple of days keep me in your prayerssss! porfavor.
I'm dealing with heavy stuff.